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Soliloquy of the Nude

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From brothels behind the brother's home For men(worth a whore's heart) Your lordship's denial of the worst situations lining the caverns of domesticated faith hide behind bushes of low life and heavy girth,parchment paper and the navy blue blob of darkness whispering destruction. Propagation. Dilapidation of principal fundamental technicalities of handsome donours and bottle caps worth a hundred cents. Ductility of your muse and the musings of your ductile nudity that you lie with at the end of my stories,holding my hand and everything else that you can grab under the blanket. My hair,torso,tight breasts. Don't stop. Fuming incandescent hostility reverberate through my cry. Heave. Make me. Your subordinates did it, too. So did my father. And the brother I got from him. Feathers stuck on me like the left over from the dinner on the decorated table top. Can I be your sparkling wine? I guess not. Just fragments of raw meat huddled together on your bed sheet u
"Odd how easily you can forget your hand is on fire" It is like insomnia Creeping silently Unnoticed Through crevices He wore like the sunset Set on fire. Fingertips char, They become black Like the day burning Into a dark night Fathomless like he was. Pull your hand away Yet it swells Like his eyes Hidden Under the crimson Of fiery devastation. He remained stuck Where strands Of hopeless faith Cradles candles burning On rusted horizons. He is nothing Except a wasted pronoun Fitting no where But within the blank spaces Of dishevelled poetry. His eyes were fire The more you look, The more you burn. His heart was ice Freezing with every breath You breathe on his brown chest. How odd it is To forget your burning soul

Dear Kolkata

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From shacks selling rainbows and false ceilings. Kolkata, Amidst the homologous monotone of fading faces is the kind of solitude that keeps disappearing with every piece of dilapidation that ruined you and ruined me. I would not blame the fog or the white blanket of invisible snow over the stars on the river gleaming like droplets of light dripping from the wet sun. I would not call it atrocity, just atrophied obnoxious obscurity of the orthodox cynicism of fireflies camouflaged as lanterns,that sail around the moon looming over your nude brutality ,now secured within your sequined handloom protecting your bare chest. Darling, I have spent nights waiting for the gold of the sky to melt into precarious orange and then into the flaming red that you wear on your lips. I have crossed miles and scampered through moist,damp mysterious meadows of dawn and dusk merging together to touch every freckle on your burnt skin. I have loved each drop of sweat on your bosom,like dewdrops kissing th

"...o tomar k hoye?"

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For my baby crush. "When she grows older, she will look at you and think- this old lady used to be my best friend." Hi. Remember me? You are all grown up and beautiful. And taller. You wear heels now,wonderful shades of black,brown and colours I don't recognise anymore. But I recognise you. The red of your fluffy  cheeks have been replaced by a subtle, lingering blush , your hair falls down on your shoulder like a dark waterfall. Your eyes shine like a pair of stars. You were only two and a half when I saw you for the first time. Your pink hairband matched the colour of your dress as you ran along the school corridor. "Mithi...!" Ma'am had called you from a distance. So that was your name. Mithi. Days grew up into a Year and there you were- standing  outside my stall with Ma'am. It was the first Saturday of December and tradition called it "Carnival". It was a stupid game, I recall -tailing some kind of an elephant or a mouse. Althou

Lekhoker Onamika

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From horizons kissing threads of sunshine on narrow moors. My Storyteller, Here's to you Sir. Your naive brutality and marvelous pagodas of white darkness. Here's to your lacerating black sheet of curly hair. Befriend your muse, will you? Did you? Play the harp, I have dropped out of the boring puzzle games they play. You seem more ductile, more perfumed. Your eyes betray women and a few men and, my God, so honestly. Here, Sir, I give you the name you celebrate so often, I give you the spark you boast of, the charm you wear on your sleeves. Take them but use them not. No, not against me. Don't hold me responsible for the damage made to your roots. Let me confess- I have been dazzled by your inner beauty(the one underneath your clothes). Mister, your white shirt fades to a colour I don't recognise, a burgundy blue, I guess. Unchangeable. What is it like, pray, when the sun turns black and the night a blazing yellow? Tell me. Fake a story,that'll do. I had belie

Ruby Rose

Ruby Rose Of redemption striking vulnerable Burbles closer to death than Carnivorous flowers in the rose garden. Ruby Rose Of nostalgia creeping Beneath pillows on the Bed with thorns. Ruby Rose With big eyes like the Night Kissing Day breaks on the lips, Tight breasts within the familiar red Of the torn blouse Peeking from over The taupe waist. Ruby Rose And the silver nose ring tinkling With every nod; The colour of her lips stuck All over my crumbs. Ruby Rose Tearing me apart In her apartment, Stroking, Screeching, Heaving, Her hair all over her Husband's bedsheet. Ruby Rose, Her loins standing naked- Legs spread out, Her nails digging deeper Scattering like marshmallows In hot chocolate. Ruby Rose Telling tongue tales, Flesh for flesh; Her bodice pressing hard Under the round of my back, Like the air and the dust Filling my nostrils, Soaking me in. Ruby Rose Of flaming womanhood Lining her brown nipples; Putting on, Bit by bit- Th